that I talk about my feelings. I'm not very emotional and I am a huge asshole, but I need an outlet. I have lost 2 real life friends in 3 weeks. One to suicide, and one to a stroke. I work in a factory with older people, and I know shit happens, but damn. 2 people I really liked and thought they were great. Both I had conversations with the nights before they both died. This really sucks and hurts pretty bad. Especially someone I literally worked next to for the past 2 years. Now I look over where he should be and it hits me. Who else now is going to bitch at me about feeding the pigeons at work. Ffs can all my friends stop dying already?